S.O.C. Utada Hikaru's "Simple and Clean"
"Don't get me wrong I love you...no I don't think life is quite that simple"
Man I love Peter =) his comment made me smile and also made me feel as if I, in fact, do not belong in a psych ward. Woot for Peter. I swear being home is so pointless. Would it really have been so bad if we all stayed in our respective dorms for a month fooling around with each other? Or better yet rotate from one dorm to the other every weekend just to keep it interesting? I think that would have been very enjoyable.
I've been home for over a week and my day is usually get up clean up breakfast dishes, play with Ben, make small lunch, clean dishes from that whether I ate or not, do scholarship stuff, straighten living room, start dinner, play with Ben, rents get home talk to them sparingly, bathe, play with Ben, go to sleep at like 2 am. Oh yeah....::looks around:: good times *sarcasm*
At least in Macon I could get something fucking done. ::grumble:: being at home has also done nothing for my disposition. So much that my dad keeps asking me if I'm okay. Most of the time I'm locked in my own head with my own thoughts. Upfront though, the thoughts range from introspective and pensive (what kind of person am I? and thoughts of the past) to sexual fantasies involving parties that will not be disclosed for their saftey and mine =)
Or on more deranged instances I play pretend. Now I want everyone to cop to this!! You all know that you've watched too many anime series and have played one RPG too many to say that you don't wish you were "special." NO not "special" ed....geeze...."Special" like fate of the universe special, save the world special, hell and why not Ayumi Hamasaki, Malice Mizer, Gackt, L'arc en ciel-j-pop idol special. Something extra-ordinary and beyond this mundane exsistance. I know you all do it ^_^ and if you don't well then you are FAR to content with everyday life. :P Boring people.
So what do I pretend? Kim pretends a lot of things =) the one thing I don't pretend to be is a princess....damn princesses always in distress! Lately, after playing Prince of Persia:Sands of Time, I just want to be able to manipulate time and run on walls. That's new though. You know some pretend games just don't die. I always wanted my own SNK Character (because they are waaaaay better than CAPCOM) and I want special powers. Best part is I can run around the house with Ben throwing pretend anything at him and my parents don't go lets put her away because I have the perfect cover--playing with Ben ^_^ PLease note the playing with ben above was on PS2 he finally beat Kingdom Hearts...the ending made him mad...damn Pluto..
Personally I blame the anime (Sailor Moon in the beginning) and reading too much as a child :D Ohyeah see if I had just been normal and gone outside and played I wouldn't have this problem...then I think Brave Fencer Musashi was my ultimate undoing ^_^ that was my rabbit hole into gaming. Which reminds me I want to read the Alice in Wonderland books...I think there's two not sure. Some one made me a ref from there not to long ago and the explanation kinda threw me into thoughts of JtHM...so yeah.
Can someone please tell me what it is about Simple and Clean PLANITb mix that demands it be played over and over again. Dear God I've had it on loop for like an hour.....maybe it's just me lol Poor Starr and Q that live with me and have to listen to me break in a CD.
And I'm just rambeling....dear lord I'm sorry you have to listen to this. I have no human contact except Ben and sean(who doesn't count because I only saw him for 2 hours Sunday) and so this is what you get Rambel Ramble Ramble....boy I hope I spelled that right.
Kim is now in the process of making a morphine mix aka the most random ass Trance and Techno cd ever....I mean I have a trance of GIR's Doom song...which I may delete because that was just for a laugh it's not that good........
I despise holidays..........
"Don't get me wrong I love you...no I don't think life is quite that simple"
Man I love Peter =) his comment made me smile and also made me feel as if I, in fact, do not belong in a psych ward. Woot for Peter. I swear being home is so pointless. Would it really have been so bad if we all stayed in our respective dorms for a month fooling around with each other? Or better yet rotate from one dorm to the other every weekend just to keep it interesting? I think that would have been very enjoyable.
I've been home for over a week and my day is usually get up clean up breakfast dishes, play with Ben, make small lunch, clean dishes from that whether I ate or not, do scholarship stuff, straighten living room, start dinner, play with Ben, rents get home talk to them sparingly, bathe, play with Ben, go to sleep at like 2 am. Oh yeah....::looks around:: good times *sarcasm*
At least in Macon I could get something fucking done. ::grumble:: being at home has also done nothing for my disposition. So much that my dad keeps asking me if I'm okay. Most of the time I'm locked in my own head with my own thoughts. Upfront though, the thoughts range from introspective and pensive (what kind of person am I? and thoughts of the past) to sexual fantasies involving parties that will not be disclosed for their saftey and mine =)
Or on more deranged instances I play pretend. Now I want everyone to cop to this!! You all know that you've watched too many anime series and have played one RPG too many to say that you don't wish you were "special." NO not "special" ed....geeze...."Special" like fate of the universe special, save the world special, hell and why not Ayumi Hamasaki, Malice Mizer, Gackt, L'arc en ciel-j-pop idol special. Something extra-ordinary and beyond this mundane exsistance. I know you all do it ^_^ and if you don't well then you are FAR to content with everyday life. :P Boring people.
So what do I pretend? Kim pretends a lot of things =) the one thing I don't pretend to be is a princess....damn princesses always in distress! Lately, after playing Prince of Persia:Sands of Time, I just want to be able to manipulate time and run on walls. That's new though. You know some pretend games just don't die. I always wanted my own SNK Character (because they are waaaaay better than CAPCOM) and I want special powers. Best part is I can run around the house with Ben throwing pretend anything at him and my parents don't go lets put her away because I have the perfect cover--playing with Ben ^_^ PLease note the playing with ben above was on PS2 he finally beat Kingdom Hearts...the ending made him mad...damn Pluto..
Personally I blame the anime (Sailor Moon in the beginning) and reading too much as a child :D Ohyeah see if I had just been normal and gone outside and played I wouldn't have this problem...then I think Brave Fencer Musashi was my ultimate undoing ^_^ that was my rabbit hole into gaming. Which reminds me I want to read the Alice in Wonderland books...I think there's two not sure. Some one made me a ref from there not to long ago and the explanation kinda threw me into thoughts of JtHM...so yeah.
Can someone please tell me what it is about Simple and Clean PLANITb mix that demands it be played over and over again. Dear God I've had it on loop for like an hour.....maybe it's just me lol Poor Starr and Q that live with me and have to listen to me break in a CD.
And I'm just rambeling....dear lord I'm sorry you have to listen to this. I have no human contact except Ben and sean(who doesn't count because I only saw him for 2 hours Sunday) and so this is what you get Rambel Ramble Ramble....boy I hope I spelled that right.
Kim is now in the process of making a morphine mix aka the most random ass Trance and Techno cd ever....I mean I have a trance of GIR's Doom song...which I may delete because that was just for a laugh it's not that good........
I despise holidays..........
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